By Joseph Ataman, CNN
Crans-Montana, Switzerland (CNN) — The flames of Le Constellation touched far too many young people on New Year’s Eve.
Even so, the scars of that night already run much wider than the bar.
In the days since the blaze, locals told CNN they were lost in the what ifs of that night: last-minute changes of plans, choosing to celebrate outside the crowded bar or with family instead of friends.
“It should’ve been us”; “I was supposed to go too”; “My siblings were there the night before,” locals told us in the days after the fire.
Now, those who were texting with presumed victims just hours before the disaster are glued to their phones: locked in a desperate wait for any information about friends who simply don’t reply any more.
On Saturday, Swiss police announced they had opened an investigation into the owners of the bar for negligent manslaughter, negligent bodily harm and negligent arson.
Swiss police also identified four of the victims including two young women, aged 21 and 16, and two young men, 18 and 16.
In a bar popular with teenagers, there’s a growing realisation realization in Crans-Montana that many of the dead are some of the youngest in this community of locals and holidaymakers.
For their friends – children themselves – the events of that night, beamed around social networks via horrifying videos of fiery panic, are all they talk about.
“We ask what we would have done in their place,” 17-year-old Leonor Marques told CNN. “We only speak of that.”
“I feel like even if we want to turn the page it’s impossible,” she said, “The subject comes around and around.”
In the dark
Friday morning, as journalists and mourners gathered before Le Constellation, one scene captured the raw emotion still coursing through this small community.
A father, his face soaked with tears, crumpled to his knees as he neared the bar.
After a desperate scrabble for information, through two dark nights and a difficult day, he still didn’t know if his son’s body may lie in Le Constellation, his brother told CNN.
According to Swiss officials, a handful of patients in hospital from the fire have still not yet been identified.
Amid the unbearable wait for information, the days swing between hope and despair, the teenage cousin of one young man still missing since the fire said.
“I mean, there’s probably no chance” he’s alive, she told CNN after nearly two full days of no news of his fate. She asked to remain anonymous out of respect for her family.
For Leonor Marques, 17, who is still waiting on news of two friends she knew were at Le Constellation on Wednesday night, not knowing their fate is the most difficult.
“I feel useless like I can do nothing,” she told CNN from Crans-Montana, “I don’t know if they’re alive dead, doing well or badly. I can’t do anything. I can do absolutely nothing.”
Amid the tragedy, she said she had to take took some comfort in knowing that two of her friends were in medically induced comas in a Lausanne hospital.
“That’s something,” she said.
Surgical resident Amandine Chavanon, 25, holidaying in Crans-Montana was woken by her mother after her teenage brother called them from outside Le Constellation.
Rushing to the scene to help, she spent hours triaging badly burned victims, offering life-saving aid alongside first responders and passersby.
Focused on treating patients on the floor of the bank where she was inserting IV drips and calming burned survivors, identifying them wasn’t their priority.
“Evacuate, evacuate, evacuate” was what we were thinking, she told CNN, even as some of the first responders tried to keep track of the names of the dozens of wounded teenagers.
Stumbling out of the bar, she said many of the young revellers, “didn’t